It's a rainy day !
And please stop the thunder!

When will I found someone who loves me?And is true.
True love.
Forever love.

Alright,now my lights are off.
My house is in a dark.
SCARY LA.never try so 'dark' before.Cause I'm scared of darkness.
Knn,what earth hour also don't know.
Alone at home,what to do?Sian.
Think not going out tonight cause no 'kaki'.
Nobody jio too.
:(

Ni say she want to sleep first cause she is so so so tired.
Will call me if there's any function.
She is lonely,I'm lonely too.
Ni is my only good,trusted friend here.
We are just like lesbian.Haha.
Cause we always go out together.
Sometimes,we can go clubbing or drinking ourself.
JUST THE TWO OF US.High la.
We can share and fuck each other.
fuck=gan(scold)
Hahaha.Dun get the wrong meaning ya.
She is a really interesting friend,especially when she is drunk.
She will talk non-stop,and do all the siao siao things.
We are the same 'kaki',cause we love to drink and love to drunk.
No drunk,no talk.

Turn off the lights.8.30pm-9.30pm
Earth hour.

yesterday.

I'm always giving this kind of face.HAHAHA!This was taken few days ago b4 i went to club.

I have been very busy this few days.

Sorry ah,really no time update.

So many things have to do.

Really not enough time.

Please give me more time!

Should I cut my fringe..?

Some of the photo's was taken few days ago.

Alright.yesterday went soii 11.

Hang over now.knn

I cant mix drink always.I mean always hang over.

Sian nia,now eye like swollen abit..so SMALL la.

Hahaha.

I'm so excited about july.

My dear girlfriends are coming Penang.

Hopefully they are coming..hahaha!

I'm sure we will be VERY ENJOY YA..?

Damn la.got lot of things to do later.

Time is not enough.

K
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I fail my thoery.SIAN la.
Going again on 8th.

fuck!!!

Things are so stress up..

Mum is showing attitude again.HAi!

What should I do then is correct huh?

I really so blur now.

H

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NG KER CHING PLEASE WAKE UP!!!!!

Yesterday went MILAN for photoshoot for my shop banner..

FUNNY.

And my hair is so curly..

Here's some photo I took..

And ya...yesterday also went Rose Garden with friends.

Although now no voice,but still can sing la..HAHAHA!

月亮把心扯进了黑夜
爱的烛光向谁借
眼睛可以粘住
你的影子
心却已不能重叠
分手把爱写到了尾页
乱作一片纷飞的纸屑
伤心给我发来一封请帖
今晚请容我向快乐告别
是谁让我哭了一整夜
冷冷的你走得那样坚决
你已然忘了永远两个字怎么写
我还在这里傻傻地祈求什么
究竟是谁让我哭了一整夜
一个拥抱就算匆匆了结
曾信誓旦旦决定一生完成的约
在眼泪开始坠落的一瞬间破灭
月亮把心扯进了黑夜
爱的烛光向谁借
眼睛可以粘住你的影子
心却已不能重叠
分手把爱写到了尾页
乱作一片纷飞的纸屑
伤心给我发来一封请帖
今晚请容我向快乐告别
是谁让我哭了一整夜
冷冷的你走得那样坚决
你已然忘了永远两个字怎么写
我还在这里傻傻地祈求什么
究竟是谁让我哭了一整夜
一个拥抱就算匆匆了结
曾信誓旦旦决定一生完成的约
在眼泪开始坠落的一瞬间破灭
是谁让我哭了一整夜
冷冷的你走得那样坚决
你已然忘了永远两个字怎么写
我还在这里傻傻地祈求什么
究竟是谁让我哭了一整夜
一个拥抱就算匆匆了结
曾信誓旦旦决定一生完成的约
在眼泪开始坠落的一瞬间破灭

那天离开你留下几个字给你心若像潮汐梦如何决堤爱就任它去圆满的结局终究可望不可及感情要休息流浪要勇气　还想不想你很久以来都不敢碰触的问题每一次都出现在起风的夜里让不很在乎寂寞的我难过得想哭泣爱都是开始得很美丽结束得没道理想想是很可惜也许应该多陪陪你应该体谅你彷徨的情绪可是我不停泊的行李不确定的轨迹明天会在哪里而我还有什么能够留给你
那天离开你留下几个字给你心若像潮汐梦如何决堤爱就任它去圆满的结局终究可望不可及感情要休息流浪要勇气　还想不想你很久以来都不敢碰触的问题每一次都出现在起风的夜里让不很在乎寂寞的我难过得想哭泣爱都是开始得很美丽结束得没道理想想是很可惜也许应该多陪陪你应该体谅你彷徨的情绪可是我不停泊的行李不确定的轨迹明天会在哪里而我还有什么能够留给你爱都是开始得很美丽结束得没道理想想是很可惜也许应该多陪陪你应该体谅你彷徨的情绪可是我不停泊的行李不确定的轨迹明天会在哪里而我还有什么能够留给你

I'm really tired.

What am I doing nowadays?
Rubbish.
What am I thinking nowadays?
Useless things.
Where is my future?
I'm lost.Totally lost.
Where is my Fermanda?
I really miss her lot.
Where is my love?
No more love for me.PLEASE!
I hate it.Hate this kind of feeling.
Although I look strong..
But my heart is fill with pain.Endless pain.HURT.
Pain pain please go away.

Who can I trust?Who?Who?Who?
I need a shoulder.I need a big hug.

I'm so so stress!Stress with lot of things.

Just reach home.SIAN!
Getting lazy and lazy..WAD CAN I DO?
I miss my qiqi so much!MUAACKs.
Nowadays a bit busy but busy with what also don't know.HAI.
Stress..stress..stress..
Stress with lot of things..
Even thought i always go out but...
Alright..don't know what to blog.
MOODLESS.

waiting for my cutie to come..
And 270!
I JUST LOVE THEM LOTS..
And is
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Knn..hate being at home when noon.
Cause bside there is a new condo building,
Keep on bombing the rocks..so scary sia.Like my house going to collapse.
SHIT!
Woke up late today,ytd out again.
Go drink and relax then got home about 3++.
Tired,tired,tired.
Today should rest at home and study my thoery.
I cant concentrate sia.HOW AH..?
Die la,left 8days to exam.

Recently stress about lot of things..especially the shop.
HAi..

Yesterday end up going out again.
Been to mois then soy11 awhile then go s.s find friend.
Damn tired.SHAG!
And soon later i will die.HAHA.
Cause 1day eat 1meal only,also cant eat much.
And sleep is enough at all.
When then can slim down to 42kg?So slow la!
Time is going fast,but my weight is going slow.
WAH LAO EH.
Just now pack my room,iron clothes.
And study my thoery cause 25th exam liao.
So fast sia.Don't know can pass or not.
God please bless!xie xie ni.

WA~So sian la..!
Wad can i do?So bored la.
Feel like going downstair for gym,but a bit lazy..
LAZY LAZY LAZY!

Recently busy with my life.
Time is not enough!
And i'm so tired.I DUN HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP LA!
But is a good thing that i'm so busy.
I'm so appreciate that all my friends are so caring.
A big thanks to them :)
And my mum,I LOVE HER.
My cutie Fermanda,LOVE HER TOO!

Wednesday went to MOIS.Met up with lot of friends.
Thursday went to Rose Garden.Met new friends!
Friday went to S.S.
And today SATURDAY,anyone going out?
Haha,and should i go out?
When i look into mirror,my face so scary sia.
Damn SHAG sio!
I need more sleep but my time is so pack.

Today woke up at 7..and i'm late for lesson.
Basic thoery lesson.
Everyone say:''finally u are going for ur driving license!''
Knn,as if i will not drive forever.
But MUST THANKS to the bitch,SLUT.
Cause she let me feel so freedom.
Make me see true the world.
Make me feel so HAPPY now.
THANKS LEH BITCH!
Useless shoes u also want,really itchy man.
Why dont be a prositute?At least still got money.
You are just so cheap and cheap of the cheap!

Single life is always good.FREEDOM.
And i guess,is hard for me to believe,trust a guy!
The world is so kong pu.

Alright,should rest.
So sleepy.

She is so cute right?LOVE HER...!

Now then i'm free for blog.
But getting lazy and moodless to type.
What should i say when i'm so moody and lonely?
I need my princess around can..?She make me smile.
People around should know what happen,lazy to repeat and repeat.
Although everything changes,but life still have to go on.
Because of my princess,i will do the best as i can.
I love her lot!So do my family.
Miss my family..hope mum can faster come accompany me.
And my life now is really busy..
Busy with lot of thing..What thing i also dont know..
Cause time is passing so fast suddenly..
Everything seems so pack..
I need a break please.I need holiday.
CAN I..??
I need earn lot money..
Cause i believe without you i still can live.
Live a happy life with my princess.
And please fuck as far as you can.

270 is the best!I love them..!

I'm starting my new life now.
Wish me good luck.
People out there who have a chao chee bye please dont come near me!
If not my luck will turn bad like you..

Baby Fermanda is growing well..and she is so chubby now!
Hahaha,really cute..!
When i see her innocent smile,everything is worth.
She is our little princess.Everyone just dote her lots.
Thanks.

Is need to plan for my future..
And more stress is coming up...

chao chee bye( A T P H,020888 )

FUCKING BITCH WHO SNATCH PEOPLE HUSBAND WILL HAVE RETRIBUTION....!
DARE DO DARE NOT ADMIT!
OH MY GOD,IS JUST A COWARD SLUT.
SHAMELESS SLUT.
I BELIEVE UR CHAO CHEE BYE GOT SOME DISEASE?SEX WITH TOO MANY PARTY?
PLEASE GO AND DIE NOW.DONT RUIN THE WORLD!
DOING ALL THIS IS JUST A SIN.
DONT EVER HAVE CHILDREN,THE RETRIBUTION WILL TURN ON THEM!
TRUST ME?AND YOU WILL SEE.
I'M SO PITY OF UR BF IF YOU ARE STILL WIF HIM.
BUT HOPE HE IS NOT WITH YOU,THIS FUCKING SLUT,IF NOT YOU ARE ADDING ON A SIN!
DONT WORRY,IF ONE DAY I SEE YOU ON THE ROAD,I WILL NOT DO ANYTHING,CAUSE IT MAKE ME PUKE TO SEE YOU,AND IT DIRTY MYSELF!
SLUT,I WISH YOU GOODLUCK.CAUSE THE GOD IS COMING..
FUCK OFF NOW!

Cutie.

New me.

I'm a strong girl so i will be fine ok.
No worry everyone.
What done is done,and please..
The fact is always a fact,nothing gonna change.
I'm always kind.
And i know god is always fair.
I miss my precious lot.Love Fermanda!
Alright,will be very busy soon..
And stress with lot of things..
I believe i can..thanks for my family and friends for supporting me and cares.
This is what life goes through,and life still have to go on.
I guess this makes me grow..and see what the world is..
Although all i need is time but i know that i still cant be as happy as last time..
Memories will always be in my mind.
Goodbye my love.