:)

She is smiling happily.

Innocent face!!

Hi~~

:)

Hey Hey~~

Arhhhh~~

Work.home.
Home.work.
That's my life.
Sometimes out for drink,is my favourite!
Drink but always drunk.knn

Fermanda is getting more cute!
Sometime she shout like as if she want to talk something.
Her temper is bad,just like me!
HAHAHA~

Is been some days I never step in Rose Garden.
I guess everyone is missing me! :p

Alright,took some Fermanda pic's.
Enjoy~

I love to lick my hand!

Good morning!

This two pics was taken just now.

This is my boss.Fermanda.

Hehe.Cute smile!

Fermanda,cutie!

Act only..haha!

This is our ladyboss!Elene.

Pei Ting/Christine.

Liduan/Kelly.

Hui Xin/Aunty.Hahaha!

First she send me this:
Subject is:eh

can you stop viewing me!!!!
is irritating

Then I reply:
Subject is:fuck u

If you think that is irritating then close your friendster la.Dont always show pple your bra.Please mind your language.

Then she reply again:
Subject is:fuck u cb

mine your own business. i open fs oso nt for you tis nbcb to see. thn why view me?
cos you like to see my bra don't you? haha nt happy come out lah

Then i never reply liao.Cause i think is a waste of time..!!

Oh my god,did I do anything wrong?
It really make me feel so funny lo.
CB!

I'm back to penang.I'm so tired.
There's lot pic I want to upload.
But I'm really tired.
Shall upload tml alright.
Nights everyone!

Some pple is so bo liao.CHILDISH.
Some pple is so free.Want find problem with me.
But too bad,I'm not that free to entertain you.
Please go away,as far as you can.
Whatever you say it doesnt affect me.
Wu liao.

I'm back to penang tonight.Bye bye my friends!

I'm back to s'pore this morning!
I'm damn tired and I fall alseep while watching tv just now.
Went to lavenda early in the morning with mum and my cutie to do her PR things.
The fucking mrt was filled with fucking people.
The just love to squeeze.And they just squeeze like hell man.
KNN!
Bought a top and a pair of shoes and some tibits at a kuku shopping mall.
And that is WESTMALL!
Hahaha~

I will be back tml night.With mum and my cutie.
And my jail life will start soon when back to penang.
:(

I miss someone.
But who's the someone?Guess..!!
Something seens missing in my heart.
But what's that?
Confuse and confuse and is still confuse.
Someone leaving my life,someone enter my life..?
Hopefully I'm happy with my life now.
Thank you :)

19-4-09

Am I happy?

My smile is so sweet,but my heart is not sweet.

edit by phone

at shop 18-4

i'm too boring rite?

heehee,i act cute again :)

Cute right?she is my cutie,FERMANDA!

This few days really no time for blog.
But I'm free now.
Damn tired.
Just now sweep and mop the floor.Is really dirty and sticky liao.
Morning wash my clothes liao but havent hang,so do it just now too.
Packed some stuffs for tml.
And I'm back to S'pore tml night.For some days.
Gonna meet up with my dear sister's(270)!!

Oh my god,almost everyday I go to rose garden,wanna VOMIT!
Haha,but today should rest at home cause yesterday went to s.s
And I'm really tired liao
Time is not enough la!
Business is damn bad.What to do?
GOD PLEASE HELP!

Sometimes I feel that living in this world is so wu liao
Cause things just repeating and repeating
Life is forever either happy or sad,WHATS MORE?
Sometimes is really so fucked up.
BORED!

Hahaha~Yesterday I told mum to send my cutie photo
She is so so cute now.
I miss her so much,
But never mind,cause I'm seeing her on tuesday morning!
The way she smile,the way she act,
makes my heart so sweet,
and thats enough for everything.
Cause she is my everything.
I LOVE MY CUTIE!

Alright.Recently become zhi lian kuang again.
Keep take pic's and here are some!
I guess I need to start my diet again.
Cause I feel that my tummy is still the same!
OH MY GOD~

The two songs I post just now is my favourite.
I find it so meaningful.NICE!

街头那一对
和我们好像
这城市华灯初上多两个人悲剧散场
放开拥抱
就各奔一方
看着他们我就
湿了眼眶
不回头两个方向流着泪的破碎脸庞
仿佛我们
昨天又重放
很久以前如果我们爱下去
会怎样
最后一次相信
地久天长
曾在你温暖手掌
不需要想象
以后我漫长的孤单流浪
很久以前如果我们爱下去
会怎样
毫无疑问爱情
当作信仰
可是生活已经是
另一番模样
我希望永远学不会坚强
看着他们我就
湿了眼眶
不回头两个方向流着泪的破碎脸庞
仿佛我们
昨天又重放
很久以前如果我们爱下去
会怎样
最后一次相信
地久天长
曾在你温暖手掌
不需要想象
以后我漫长的孤单流浪
很久以前如果我们爱下去
会怎样
毫无疑问爱情
当作信仰
可是生活已经是另一番模样
我希望永远学不会坚强
街头那一对
和我们好像
放开拥抱 就各奔一方

你的承诺

乌云遮蔽的天空
窗外又是阴雨时候.
伞下的恋人中不再有你我手牵手
一切过了太久
我们的十字路口
下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘
却向着相反的彼岸
终点还是分开
告别你我离开之后
只有回忆可以保留当初那美好的感觉
你说 你记住了
不为彼此难过
过各自的生活
OH BABY 你答应我的我都记得
但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络
谁都别再犯错
是我的固执让你
难过但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后
你要好好生活不要想我 ..也别再哭了
我们的十字路口
下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘
却向着相反的彼岸
终点还是分开
告别你我离开之后
只有回忆可以保留当初那美好的感觉
你说 你记住了
不为彼此难过
过各自的生活
OH BABY 你答应我的我都记得
但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络
谁都别再犯错
是我的固执让你
难过但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后
你要好好生活不要想我 ..也别再哭了

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fringgit garden on 14-4-09

I'm back on monday night,reaching on tuesday early morning!
I guess I will be very tired.
Pictures speak louder than word.
I'm really lack of time.

Where's my QiQi..?
I miss QiQi,my little cutie.

This was taken few days ago..Oh my god,i'm getting fat again.

HELLO!
I think my dear friends must be missing like crazy ya?
Haha.So sorry,I'm really no time for blog.
Everyday when i reach home either i'm late or tired.
SIAN.Sleep seems not enough for me.
Can one day turn to 48h instead of 24h?Please.
Everyday work,sleep,drink.
I mean drink not everyday la,alternate.hahaha!
But nowadays always go for happy hour.
Am i getting old?I feel like :(
Rose garden!Is just like our 2nd home.
But there ok la,relax and fun.
Recently quite happy cause just happy lo :p
Counting the days..
6more day from now..
My dear princess is getting more cute n chubby..
Hehe..Love her so much!
And she is coming down with mum soon.

Ooh ya,21st i will be at s'pore.
So,can my dear 270 take some time out to have a gathering?
Alright, let me know
:)

This was taken just now at shop.

Hehe,I'm always like that :)

Doing my hair..

Haha!

This was taken few days ago..

HELLO everybody!
I'm really busy.No time update.
Haha.But recently took some pics.Enjoy!
Work work work,business is so bad.
What can I do?Who can help me??
Stress la..
HAI!

Sorry my dear friends,recently no time for blog.
So so busy and really no time.
I need more sleep please!

It's a rainy day !
And please stop the thunder!

When will I found someone who loves me?And is true.
True love.
Forever love.

Alright,now my lights are off.
My house is in a dark.
SCARY LA.never try so 'dark' before.Cause I'm scared of darkness.
Knn,what earth hour also don't know.
Alone at home,what to do?Sian.
Think not going out tonight cause no 'kaki'.
Nobody jio too.
:(

Ni say she want to sleep first cause she is so so so tired.
Will call me if there's any function.
She is lonely,I'm lonely too.
Ni is my only good,trusted friend here.
We are just like lesbian.Haha.
Cause we always go out together.
Sometimes,we can go clubbing or drinking ourself.
JUST THE TWO OF US.High la.
We can share and fuck each other.
fuck=gan(scold)
Hahaha.Dun get the wrong meaning ya.
She is a really interesting friend,especially when she is drunk.
She will talk non-stop,and do all the siao siao things.
We are the same 'kaki',cause we love to drink and love to drunk.
No drunk,no talk.

Turn off the lights.8.30pm-9.30pm
Earth hour.

yesterday.

I'm always giving this kind of face.HAHAHA!This was taken few days ago b4 i went to club.

I have been very busy this few days.

Sorry ah,really no time update.

So many things have to do.

Really not enough time.

Please give me more time!

Should I cut my fringe..?

Some of the photo's was taken few days ago.

Alright.yesterday went soii 11.

Hang over now.knn

I cant mix drink always.I mean always hang over.

Sian nia,now eye like swollen abit..so SMALL la.

Hahaha.

I'm so excited about july.

My dear girlfriends are coming Penang.

Hopefully they are coming..hahaha!

I'm sure we will be VERY ENJOY YA..?

Damn la.got lot of things to do later.

Time is not enough.

K
n
n

I fail my thoery.SIAN la.
Going again on 8th.

fuck!!!

Things are so stress up..

Mum is showing attitude again.HAi!

What should I do then is correct huh?

I really so blur now.

H

A

I

NG KER CHING PLEASE WAKE UP!!!!!

Yesterday went MILAN for photoshoot for my shop banner..

FUNNY.

And my hair is so curly..

Here's some photo I took..

And ya...yesterday also went Rose Garden with friends.

Although now no voice,but still can sing la..HAHAHA!

月亮把心扯进了黑夜
爱的烛光向谁借
眼睛可以粘住
你的影子
心却已不能重叠
分手把爱写到了尾页
乱作一片纷飞的纸屑
伤心给我发来一封请帖
今晚请容我向快乐告别
是谁让我哭了一整夜
冷冷的你走得那样坚决
你已然忘了永远两个字怎么写
我还在这里傻傻地祈求什么
究竟是谁让我哭了一整夜
一个拥抱就算匆匆了结
曾信誓旦旦决定一生完成的约
在眼泪开始坠落的一瞬间破灭
月亮把心扯进了黑夜
爱的烛光向谁借
眼睛可以粘住你的影子
心却已不能重叠
分手把爱写到了尾页
乱作一片纷飞的纸屑
伤心给我发来一封请帖
今晚请容我向快乐告别
是谁让我哭了一整夜
冷冷的你走得那样坚决
你已然忘了永远两个字怎么写
我还在这里傻傻地祈求什么
究竟是谁让我哭了一整夜
一个拥抱就算匆匆了结
曾信誓旦旦决定一生完成的约
在眼泪开始坠落的一瞬间破灭
是谁让我哭了一整夜
冷冷的你走得那样坚决
你已然忘了永远两个字怎么写
我还在这里傻傻地祈求什么
究竟是谁让我哭了一整夜
一个拥抱就算匆匆了结
曾信誓旦旦决定一生完成的约
在眼泪开始坠落的一瞬间破灭

那天离开你留下几个字给你心若像潮汐梦如何决堤爱就任它去圆满的结局终究可望不可及感情要休息流浪要勇气　还想不想你很久以来都不敢碰触的问题每一次都出现在起风的夜里让不很在乎寂寞的我难过得想哭泣爱都是开始得很美丽结束得没道理想想是很可惜也许应该多陪陪你应该体谅你彷徨的情绪可是我不停泊的行李不确定的轨迹明天会在哪里而我还有什么能够留给你
那天离开你留下几个字给你心若像潮汐梦如何决堤爱就任它去圆满的结局终究可望不可及感情要休息流浪要勇气　还想不想你很久以来都不敢碰触的问题每一次都出现在起风的夜里让不很在乎寂寞的我难过得想哭泣爱都是开始得很美丽结束得没道理想想是很可惜也许应该多陪陪你应该体谅你彷徨的情绪可是我不停泊的行李不确定的轨迹明天会在哪里而我还有什么能够留给你爱都是开始得很美丽结束得没道理想想是很可惜也许应该多陪陪你应该体谅你彷徨的情绪可是我不停泊的行李不确定的轨迹明天会在哪里而我还有什么能够留给你

I'm really tired.

What am I doing nowadays?
Rubbish.
What am I thinking nowadays?
Useless things.
Where is my future?
I'm lost.Totally lost.
Where is my Fermanda?
I really miss her lot.
Where is my love?
No more love for me.PLEASE!
I hate it.Hate this kind of feeling.
Although I look strong..
But my heart is fill with pain.Endless pain.HURT.
Pain pain please go away.

Who can I trust?Who?Who?Who?
I need a shoulder.I need a big hug.

I'm so so stress!Stress with lot of things.

Just reach home.SIAN!
Getting lazy and lazy..WAD CAN I DO?
I miss my qiqi so much!MUAACKs.
Nowadays a bit busy but busy with what also don't know.HAI.
Stress..stress..stress..
Stress with lot of things..
Even thought i always go out but...
Alright..don't know what to blog.
MOODLESS.

waiting for my cutie to come..
And 270!
I JUST LOVE THEM LOTS..
And is
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Knn..hate being at home when noon.
Cause bside there is a new condo building,
Keep on bombing the rocks..so scary sia.Like my house going to collapse.
SHIT!
Woke up late today,ytd out again.
Go drink and relax then got home about 3++.
Tired,tired,tired.
Today should rest at home and study my thoery.
I cant concentrate sia.HOW AH..?
Die la,left 8days to exam.

Recently stress about lot of things..especially the shop.
HAi..

Yesterday end up going out again.
Been to mois then soy11 awhile then go s.s find friend.
Damn tired.SHAG!
And soon later i will die.HAHA.
Cause 1day eat 1meal only,also cant eat much.
And sleep is enough at all.
When then can slim down to 42kg?So slow la!
Time is going fast,but my weight is going slow.
WAH LAO EH.
Just now pack my room,iron clothes.
And study my thoery cause 25th exam liao.
So fast sia.Don't know can pass or not.
God please bless!xie xie ni.

WA~So sian la..!
Wad can i do?So bored la.
Feel like going downstair for gym,but a bit lazy..
LAZY LAZY LAZY!

Recently busy with my life.
Time is not enough!
And i'm so tired.I DUN HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP LA!
But is a good thing that i'm so busy.
I'm so appreciate that all my friends are so caring.
A big thanks to them :)
And my mum,I LOVE HER.
My cutie Fermanda,LOVE HER TOO!

Wednesday went to MOIS.Met up with lot of friends.
Thursday went to Rose Garden.Met new friends!
Friday went to S.S.
And today SATURDAY,anyone going out?
Haha,and should i go out?
When i look into mirror,my face so scary sia.
Damn SHAG sio!
I need more sleep but my time is so pack.

Today woke up at 7..and i'm late for lesson.
Basic thoery lesson.
Everyone say:''finally u are going for ur driving license!''
Knn,as if i will not drive forever.
But MUST THANKS to the bitch,SLUT.
Cause she let me feel so freedom.
Make me see true the world.
Make me feel so HAPPY now.
THANKS LEH BITCH!
Useless shoes u also want,really itchy man.
Why dont be a prositute?At least still got money.
You are just so cheap and cheap of the cheap!

Single life is always good.FREEDOM.
And i guess,is hard for me to believe,trust a guy!
The world is so kong pu.

Alright,should rest.
So sleepy.

She is so cute right?LOVE HER...!

Now then i'm free for blog.
But getting lazy and moodless to type.
What should i say when i'm so moody and lonely?
I need my princess around can..?She make me smile.
People around should know what happen,lazy to repeat and repeat.
Although everything changes,but life still have to go on.
Because of my princess,i will do the best as i can.
I love her lot!So do my family.
Miss my family..hope mum can faster come accompany me.
And my life now is really busy..
Busy with lot of thing..What thing i also dont know..
Cause time is passing so fast suddenly..
Everything seems so pack..
I need a break please.I need holiday.
CAN I..??
I need earn lot money..
Cause i believe without you i still can live.
Live a happy life with my princess.
And please fuck as far as you can.

270 is the best!I love them..!

I'm starting my new life now.
Wish me good luck.
People out there who have a chao chee bye please dont come near me!
If not my luck will turn bad like you..

Baby Fermanda is growing well..and she is so chubby now!
Hahaha,really cute..!
When i see her innocent smile,everything is worth.
She is our little princess.Everyone just dote her lots.
Thanks.

Is need to plan for my future..
And more stress is coming up...

chao chee bye( A T P H,020888 )

FUCKING BITCH WHO SNATCH PEOPLE HUSBAND WILL HAVE RETRIBUTION....!
DARE DO DARE NOT ADMIT!
OH MY GOD,IS JUST A COWARD SLUT.
SHAMELESS SLUT.
I BELIEVE UR CHAO CHEE BYE GOT SOME DISEASE?SEX WITH TOO MANY PARTY?
PLEASE GO AND DIE NOW.DONT RUIN THE WORLD!
DOING ALL THIS IS JUST A SIN.
DONT EVER HAVE CHILDREN,THE RETRIBUTION WILL TURN ON THEM!
TRUST ME?AND YOU WILL SEE.
I'M SO PITY OF UR BF IF YOU ARE STILL WIF HIM.
BUT HOPE HE IS NOT WITH YOU,THIS FUCKING SLUT,IF NOT YOU ARE ADDING ON A SIN!
DONT WORRY,IF ONE DAY I SEE YOU ON THE ROAD,I WILL NOT DO ANYTHING,CAUSE IT MAKE ME PUKE TO SEE YOU,AND IT DIRTY MYSELF!
SLUT,I WISH YOU GOODLUCK.CAUSE THE GOD IS COMING..
FUCK OFF NOW!

Cutie.

New me.

I'm a strong girl so i will be fine ok.
No worry everyone.
What done is done,and please..
The fact is always a fact,nothing gonna change.
I'm always kind.
And i know god is always fair.
I miss my precious lot.Love Fermanda!
Alright,will be very busy soon..
And stress with lot of things..
I believe i can..thanks for my family and friends for supporting me and cares.
This is what life goes through,and life still have to go on.
I guess this makes me grow..and see what the world is..
Although all i need is time but i know that i still cant be as happy as last time..
Memories will always be in my mind.
Goodbye my love.