Alright,now my lights are off.
My house is in a dark.
SCARY LA.never try so 'dark' before.Cause I'm scared of darkness.
Knn,what earth hour also don't know.
Alone at home,what to do?Sian.
Think not going out tonight cause no 'kaki'.
Nobody jio too.
:(

Ni say she want to sleep first cause she is so so so tired.
Will call me if there's any function.
She is lonely,I'm lonely too.
Ni is my only good,trusted friend here.
We are just like lesbian.Haha.
Cause we always go out together.
Sometimes,we can go clubbing or drinking ourself.
JUST THE TWO OF US.High la.
We can share and fuck each other.
fuck=gan(scold)
Hahaha.Dun get the wrong meaning ya.
She is a really interesting friend,especially when she is drunk.
She will talk non-stop,and do all the siao siao things.
We are the same 'kaki',cause we love to drink and love to drunk.
No drunk,no talk.

Turn off the lights.8.30pm-9.30pm
Earth hour.

yesterday.

I'm always giving this kind of face.HAHAHA!This was taken few days ago b4 i went to club.

I have been very busy this few days.

Sorry ah,really no time update.

So many things have to do.

Really not enough time.

Please give me more time!

Should I cut my fringe..?

Some of the photo's was taken few days ago.

Alright.yesterday went soii 11.

Hang over now.knn

I cant mix drink always.I mean always hang over.

Sian nia,now eye like swollen abit..so SMALL la.

Hahaha.

I'm so excited about july.

My dear girlfriends are coming Penang.

Hopefully they are coming..hahaha!

I'm sure we will be VERY ENJOY YA..?

Damn la.got lot of things to do later.

Time is not enough.

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I fail my thoery.SIAN la.
Going again on 8th.

fuck!!!

Things are so stress up..

Mum is showing attitude again.HAi!

What should I do then is correct huh?

I really so blur now.

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NG KER CHING PLEASE WAKE UP!!!!!

Yesterday went MILAN for photoshoot for my shop banner..

FUNNY.

And my hair is so curly..

Here's some photo I took..

And ya...yesterday also went Rose Garden with friends.

Although now no voice,but still can sing la..HAHAHA!

月亮把心扯进了黑夜
爱的烛光向谁借
眼睛可以粘住
你的影子
心却已不能重叠
分手把爱写到了尾页
乱作一片纷飞的纸屑
伤心给我发来一封请帖
今晚请容我向快乐告别
是谁让我哭了一整夜
冷冷的你走得那样坚决
你已然忘了永远两个字怎么写
我还在这里傻傻地祈求什么
究竟是谁让我哭了一整夜
一个拥抱就算匆匆了结
曾信誓旦旦决定一生完成的约
在眼泪开始坠落的一瞬间破灭
月亮把心扯进了黑夜
爱的烛光向谁借
眼睛可以粘住你的影子
心却已不能重叠
分手把爱写到了尾页
乱作一片纷飞的纸屑
伤心给我发来一封请帖
今晚请容我向快乐告别
是谁让我哭了一整夜
冷冷的你走得那样坚决
你已然忘了永远两个字怎么写
我还在这里傻傻地祈求什么
究竟是谁让我哭了一整夜
一个拥抱就算匆匆了结
曾信誓旦旦决定一生完成的约
在眼泪开始坠落的一瞬间破灭
是谁让我哭了一整夜
冷冷的你走得那样坚决
你已然忘了永远两个字怎么写
我还在这里傻傻地祈求什么
究竟是谁让我哭了一整夜
一个拥抱就算匆匆了结
曾信誓旦旦决定一生完成的约
在眼泪开始坠落的一瞬间破灭

那天离开你留下几个字给你心若像潮汐梦如何决堤爱就任它去圆满的结局终究可望不可及感情要休息流浪要勇气　还想不想你很久以来都不敢碰触的问题每一次都出现在起风的夜里让不很在乎寂寞的我难过得想哭泣爱都是开始得很美丽结束得没道理想想是很可惜也许应该多陪陪你应该体谅你彷徨的情绪可是我不停泊的行李不确定的轨迹明天会在哪里而我还有什么能够留给你
那天离开你留下几个字给你心若像潮汐梦如何决堤爱就任它去圆满的结局终究可望不可及感情要休息流浪要勇气　还想不想你很久以来都不敢碰触的问题每一次都出现在起风的夜里让不很在乎寂寞的我难过得想哭泣爱都是开始得很美丽结束得没道理想想是很可惜也许应该多陪陪你应该体谅你彷徨的情绪可是我不停泊的行李不确定的轨迹明天会在哪里而我还有什么能够留给你爱都是开始得很美丽结束得没道理想想是很可惜也许应该多陪陪你应该体谅你彷徨的情绪可是我不停泊的行李不确定的轨迹明天会在哪里而我还有什么能够留给你

I'm really tired.

What am I doing nowadays?
Rubbish.
What am I thinking nowadays?
Useless things.
Where is my future?
I'm lost.Totally lost.
Where is my Fermanda?
I really miss her lot.
Where is my love?
No more love for me.PLEASE!
I hate it.Hate this kind of feeling.
Although I look strong..
But my heart is fill with pain.Endless pain.HURT.
Pain pain please go away.

Who can I trust?Who?Who?Who?
I need a shoulder.I need a big hug.

I'm so so stress!Stress with lot of things.

Just reach home.SIAN!
Getting lazy and lazy..WAD CAN I DO?
I miss my qiqi so much!MUAACKs.
Nowadays a bit busy but busy with what also don't know.HAI.
Stress..stress..stress..
Stress with lot of things..
Even thought i always go out but...
Alright..don't know what to blog.
MOODLESS.

waiting for my cutie to come..
And 270!
I JUST LOVE THEM LOTS..
And is
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Knn..hate being at home when noon.
Cause bside there is a new condo building,
Keep on bombing the rocks..so scary sia.Like my house going to collapse.
SHIT!
Woke up late today,ytd out again.
Go drink and relax then got home about 3++.
Tired,tired,tired.
Today should rest at home and study my thoery.
I cant concentrate sia.HOW AH..?
Die la,left 8days to exam.

Recently stress about lot of things..especially the shop.
HAi..

Yesterday end up going out again.
Been to mois then soy11 awhile then go s.s find friend.
Damn tired.SHAG!
And soon later i will die.HAHA.
Cause 1day eat 1meal only,also cant eat much.
And sleep is enough at all.
When then can slim down to 42kg?So slow la!
Time is going fast,but my weight is going slow.
WAH LAO EH.
Just now pack my room,iron clothes.
And study my thoery cause 25th exam liao.
So fast sia.Don't know can pass or not.
God please bless!xie xie ni.

WA~So sian la..!
Wad can i do?So bored la.
Feel like going downstair for gym,but a bit lazy..
LAZY LAZY LAZY!

Recently busy with my life.
Time is not enough!
And i'm so tired.I DUN HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP LA!
But is a good thing that i'm so busy.
I'm so appreciate that all my friends are so caring.
A big thanks to them :)
And my mum,I LOVE HER.
My cutie Fermanda,LOVE HER TOO!

Wednesday went to MOIS.Met up with lot of friends.
Thursday went to Rose Garden.Met new friends!
Friday went to S.S.
And today SATURDAY,anyone going out?
Haha,and should i go out?
When i look into mirror,my face so scary sia.
Damn SHAG sio!
I need more sleep but my time is so pack.

Today woke up at 7..and i'm late for lesson.
Basic thoery lesson.
Everyone say:''finally u are going for ur driving license!''
Knn,as if i will not drive forever.
But MUST THANKS to the bitch,SLUT.
Cause she let me feel so freedom.
Make me see true the world.
Make me feel so HAPPY now.
THANKS LEH BITCH!
Useless shoes u also want,really itchy man.
Why dont be a prositute?At least still got money.
You are just so cheap and cheap of the cheap!

Single life is always good.FREEDOM.
And i guess,is hard for me to believe,trust a guy!
The world is so kong pu.

Alright,should rest.
So sleepy.

She is so cute right?LOVE HER...!

Now then i'm free for blog.
But getting lazy and moodless to type.
What should i say when i'm so moody and lonely?
I need my princess around can..?She make me smile.
People around should know what happen,lazy to repeat and repeat.
Although everything changes,but life still have to go on.
Because of my princess,i will do the best as i can.
I love her lot!So do my family.
Miss my family..hope mum can faster come accompany me.
And my life now is really busy..
Busy with lot of thing..What thing i also dont know..
Cause time is passing so fast suddenly..
Everything seems so pack..
I need a break please.I need holiday.
CAN I..??
I need earn lot money..
Cause i believe without you i still can live.
Live a happy life with my princess.
And please fuck as far as you can.

270 is the best!I love them..!

I'm starting my new life now.
Wish me good luck.
People out there who have a chao chee bye please dont come near me!
If not my luck will turn bad like you..

Baby Fermanda is growing well..and she is so chubby now!
Hahaha,really cute..!
When i see her innocent smile,everything is worth.
She is our little princess.Everyone just dote her lots.
Thanks.

Is need to plan for my future..
And more stress is coming up...

chao chee bye( A T P H,020888 )

FUCKING BITCH WHO SNATCH PEOPLE HUSBAND WILL HAVE RETRIBUTION....!
DARE DO DARE NOT ADMIT!
OH MY GOD,IS JUST A COWARD SLUT.
SHAMELESS SLUT.
I BELIEVE UR CHAO CHEE BYE GOT SOME DISEASE?SEX WITH TOO MANY PARTY?
PLEASE GO AND DIE NOW.DONT RUIN THE WORLD!
DOING ALL THIS IS JUST A SIN.
DONT EVER HAVE CHILDREN,THE RETRIBUTION WILL TURN ON THEM!
TRUST ME?AND YOU WILL SEE.
I'M SO PITY OF UR BF IF YOU ARE STILL WIF HIM.
BUT HOPE HE IS NOT WITH YOU,THIS FUCKING SLUT,IF NOT YOU ARE ADDING ON A SIN!
DONT WORRY,IF ONE DAY I SEE YOU ON THE ROAD,I WILL NOT DO ANYTHING,CAUSE IT MAKE ME PUKE TO SEE YOU,AND IT DIRTY MYSELF!
SLUT,I WISH YOU GOODLUCK.CAUSE THE GOD IS COMING..
FUCK OFF NOW!

Cutie.

New me.

I'm a strong girl so i will be fine ok.
No worry everyone.
What done is done,and please..
The fact is always a fact,nothing gonna change.
I'm always kind.
And i know god is always fair.
I miss my precious lot.Love Fermanda!
Alright,will be very busy soon..
And stress with lot of things..
I believe i can..thanks for my family and friends for supporting me and cares.
This is what life goes through,and life still have to go on.
I guess this makes me grow..and see what the world is..
Although all i need is time but i know that i still cant be as happy as last time..
Memories will always be in my mind.
Goodbye my love.

My eyes are swollen.And i cant sleep.
And i know tml it could not be open.
OH MY GOD!

Til now,i cant sleep.
And is for days.
I dont feel like eating.Why?
And what i want to say is:SLUT,PLEASE GET OFF MY LIFE!
You know who you are and you are just shameless!
Soon you will feel how i feel now cause god is fair.BELIEVE ME.
Look in the mirror please,and you will see your fucking face!
Oh my god,is really scary !
Ruin people family is a sin!A sin may happen in your life.
I will THANKS GOD!And a million thanks.
And i repeat myself again,Fuck off and please go to hell.
The door is open for you...!And bye slut!

Finally I have trim my eyebrow.
Yeah.!

My everything.

My precious.

No more lie's please.
Fuck off my life and go to hell now PLEASE.
I am sick and tired of YOU.
Chance and chance was given but you just don't appreciate.
Thats the end!
I want to be my ownself.
I need a puff!
I want to get myself high!

bye fuckers

A chance and thats all.Not again.
And i really hope is a misunderstanding as you said.
Cause i really love you.I Swear and is a promise.
Trust,confident,words =love.
A father,a mother,child=family.
And i love my family.So do you?
Hope everythings go smooth for us ok?
And sorry for the anger i've put on you.
Perhaps this is what will happen whenever the happiness come.
God please bless and thanks for all.

Went to jog yesterday and today.
6am again.
And this is what I need,to forget all.
Please.Please.Please.
Fermanda is my all.Nothing else.
And guess what?
She pee on me this morning.Is hot and fresh!
Haha..!

Alright,bad mood.Nothing much to write.

bye.

And I will be rotting at home.Til the ants come and carry me.
Thank you my dear ants.

Can't get to sleep yesterday,confusing.
My mind was thinking this and that.
Can I stop all this ,please?
What can I do?What else can I do?
Let it be?
Oh my god,I'm going crazy.And soon.

At the most needed time,you leave.
I'm feeling pain.
Nothing else but,pain.
I need a puff.I need a shake.
Let the unhappyness go.Please.
I really need a break.
There's no turning back.
And bye.

I'm feeling moody.
I'm feeling unhappy.
I'm feeling weird.
Is no longer that strong.
Please don't ask me why.
I really don't know why.
Is all because of the times?
That change the life?
Please tell me why.
I want to be like last time.

Finally i'm done with my blog.
Tired..and i need to rest now.
zai jian.

Can anyone tell me when can i slim down?Please.
I want to trim my eyebrow.six month+ i never trim.can you imagine?
I want to cut my hair. Is thick.
I want to rebond my hair. Is so messy,like a scb.
I want to colour my hair. Is too black,like charcoal.
I want to buy new clothes. But i'm too fat now.
I want to club. But my face cant make it now.
I want to go holiday with you. Where's my honeymoon?
I want Fermanda to be my side all long. Can i?
I want your love please.
I want everything to be done.Can i?

I miss my hubby.Where are you?

Damn tired!
Woke up 6am and go jogging with aunt again!
After jog,go play pickle ball with dad and aunt.
Til about 9++ then back home.
Hab my late breakfast,and i'm feeling sleepy right now.
I walk like a robot as everywhere is feel with pain.
But i still can take it,keep it up!

Yesterday Karen came with her Kayden and her mum.
After that huixin came too.
Thanks for the gifts ya :) And is so happening.
I mean the noise.HAHAHA!
webcaming with hubby.
Show him Fermanda,our princess!
Cute Cute Cute!

Tomorrow going to help her do passport all that.
Have to wake up early again.
And i guess is a tiring trip.
Tonight gonna sleep early,can i?
I need more sleep please.
But mum say after exercise cannot sleep,if not = 0 . True ?

Alright.today woke up damn early.6am
Went for jogging with aunt and ah boy(his son).
Ends our exercise at 7.30am,took a rest then have my breakfast.
Accompany mum to market,when back home,took a nap.
Woke up at 11++..And i found...
My leg is fucking pain now.And i think is gonna last for few days.
But i'm going again tml.HAHA.
Evening going to play pickle ball with dad!
Never play before but i think is fun.
Fermanda got my mum to take care and i'm more free!
But i still help mum a little!

Hate hate hate you.
You change,and i will change soon!

I have nothing,but Fermanda.
Yes,she is my Everything!

Your love seem to have change?
Or perhaps i think too much?
I need care and love from you.
Please turn it back,i just miss it.

Woke up late today,11++ .And have a late breakfast.
Did not had a good sleep yesterday as Fermanda keep crying in the night.
Think she was shock cause lot of pple came visiting her.
Actually today going to help her do passport today,but ALL of us r so tired.
So going on monday instead.
Mum is sick.Hope she can recover soon ya!
And finally confinement is over!
Need to start my diet and exercise tml.
If not when i get back to penang,they will have a big laugh!
LOL.
We have a good gossip yesterday!
But lack of one stupid huixin!
Oopss!Thanks again for coming and the gifts!
Shall meet my girls again before i go back to penang!

Fermanda is so cute ya?

Miss hubby ya.

I need to start exercising.
I need to start keeping myself like a 21 years old.
Wad do you think?
Hubby please give me money.Hahaha..!

Dance with me.

Alright,is been a longtime i have not been blogging.
I want to shout out many thing but i'm super lazy.
Cause i'm hungry right now :( No choice,have to wait til night time then got food.
Mum and grandma is busy preparing food right now.I'm free!
Hai!Look into the mirror and i'm so sad about it.
My face,my body,my everything CHANGE.
Super sad!
I have a very round face now.
I have big tummy now.
I have a big butt now.
I have bad complexion now.
And wad else do i have?
All just Big!
But i have a thick blacky long hair.Do you have huh?Hahaha!

Giving birth is not easy.I SWEAR!
A pain that you never had before.A pain that you will never forget.
Now then i know why my mother is so nagging.And now is my turn.
Haha,seeing Little Fermnda smile,my heart is so sweet!
She is really a 'little girl'.
When she born,she is just 1.82kg.
And she stay at hospital for 19days cause she is underweight!
Release from hospital at 2.06kg.
In the period of waiting her home is really meaningless and worried.
We only can wait wait wait.
But everything is fine now and she is already 1 month!
Time really past fast.Time is really precious.
I treasure,so do you?

Recently had some quarrel with you.
I'm feeling cold,but you say no.
You make me think and you say nothing.
I hope our love is loving but is seem to be going.
Should i believe myself or you?
I think i should stop thinking too much if not i will get crazy!
Hahaha.

I already book the flight for back to penang.
On the 15th of march,night.
So i shall meet my girls and have a gathering?LOL.
Everyone is busy with their life.So do i?

Shall stop here.My eye is tired.
Tonight my house will be pack again.270 girls is coming..!
Welcome welcome!

Lets gossip tonight.

I will see my girls tml!
And they will see my big round face!
Hahaha!

1 more week to finish my confinement!
And 1 more week to wash my hair and have a clean bath!
Haha,can u imagine 1 month never wash hair?(Is really shinny.)
Fermanda is going to be 1 month old..!

Tomorrow is the day!Yea Yea :)
Haha,finally the day has come.
And everybody is asking me:''Are you excited?'',''Have you got your things prepare?'' ... ...
And i have be answering:''Yes yes yes... ... ''
Don't know why not feeling REALLY excited ;
But i guess when i reach the hospital tml,den my feeling will get HIGH!
Still don't know wad time will hubby reach :(
Hope he will reach ON TIME!Hope he will be by my side.
Feeling abit sad cause all along my pregnancy,he is always busy about work and never accompany to here or there.But i don't really angry or blame him cause i know he is working hard for our future and the good of little princess,AM I RIGHT?
Or am i concerning myself huh?Haha.

Well,today woke up about 8am.
Went to have Mac breakfast with mum then to the market.
Pack for Michelle(elder brother gf) fish porridge as she is MC today.
So today i'm accompany by them!Hehes,i'm no longer ALONE.
Took a noon nap and i'm feeling very ACTIVE right now.Don't know can slp at night or not lo.
The stupid lo so KELLY(xinrong) keep calling and ask about tml,
And Please..i really don't know la AUNTY!Hahaha!
Anyway,really thanks alot for their(270=38's) concern!Just love them lots!

Alright,i will not be blogging from today onwards.
Cause during confinement mum will not be letting me to use the com.
As you know she is very LAW BY LAW 1..and i really need a rest!
Shall see you guys after 1 month!
By then pictures will be upload!Wait please.

Take care my friends!
Haha,I will be back soon!

Counting down... ...

1 day left..

Bless.

ZzZzZz....!!
Today woke up at 7++.Damn early man.
Den have my little breakfast,bread and HOT milo.
Follow mum and aunty to my house here de market.
OH MY GOD!The weather is so hot,cannot ta han sia.
They bought char bee hoon for me.And i EAT again!
Reach home took a bath and have a rest.
Whole day doing nothing but family is so busy doing house cleaning.
Haha!I'm so free :)
My house is really so messy and full of 'rubbish'.So they are still doing NOW!
Alright,i'm gonna start playing my game now.If not is really too Sian.
Will not be webcaming with hubby today,so sad :(
But will be seeing soon,Yea Yea!!


Counting down..

2 more days..

Today is saturday,finally i'm not alone at home.
Happy happy :)
But getting more excited cause TUESDAY is coming!
Gan jiong huh.
But wondering wad time will hubby reach on tuesday ;
He is driving here after work on monday,hope he can reach b4 i admit to hospital..
But safety is more important,so told him to took a nap if he is tired.
Ytd did not chat with hubby at night cause Evon and Kelly(xinrong)came to my house.
This two noisy girl confirm make my house full of LAUGHNESS.
My mum and aunty confirm like them to come my house OFTEN ya.
Hahaha.
They left about 10++ ..
By then i was feeling sleepy too liao ;
Drank a cup of HOT milk before entering to my lalaland.
I have a good sleep!
Mum say today need tidy up the room!
Alright,no worry..I will help up :)

counting down..

3more days..

Just finish my lunch,I'M SO FULL!
Have mee siam and bought 1 sardine curry puff!
B4 this i have some breads and Milk for breakfast!
And guess wad?!!I woke up 9am today.
I think i must be CRAZY!
LOL..
Actually i eat alot everyday,but just dunno why little princess is still too small.
Maybe she is like me?Small size?LOL
A very happy thing happen just now!
My lovely brother(2nd) called home just now at about 10.30am.
Is been damn damn long i did not hear his voice,
And he just speaks like TAIWANESE!Really big difference sia!
Only spoke to him for a few mins :(
IS NOT ENOUGH LA!Guess dad and mum will be happy if i tell them tonight!
Kor,i miss you so much!Take care ya
Finish all my houseworks liao,
So nothing to do now,Sian!
The most sad thing is the NGXINRONG office computer need service,
So she cant chat today!SO SAD :)
No more 38's today.

Hahaha~

Alright,nothing much to write..

Counting down ya~WoW~WoW~

4 more day to see hubby~

5more days to see little princess,FERMANDA!

I'm so sleepy now!So better blog since i'm free.
Today woke up at 7++,dad bought breakfast for me,THANKS :)
Leave house about 8++ then took bus to k.k hospital.
Knn,traffic was kinda jam and the bus driver keep on BRAKE and BRAKE,F***!
Everything is fine for little princess,PEACE!
Ends my check up about 12pm.
Intend to took a bus home but end up took a cab home,hehehe..LAZY LAZY.
Meeting ladyboss and kelly(xin rong) at westmall later,
But since i reach home early,so help up with some houseworks 1st!
I'm a good girl!
Reach westmall about 2pm,
Met up with ladyboss at MOS 1st and we wait for kelly awhile,
We all were hungry so headed to foodcourt to have our lunch QUICK!
Tomyam mee hun kueh!Haha,my favourites!
3 of us ate the same,and the excitement was GOOD ya.HAHA
Didnt walk around cause WESTMALL IS ALWAYS 10YRS THE SAME!Sian.
Bought a pack of sweet for myself as longtime no eat sweet la.
Mum dont allow OK!shh~shh~
Ladyboss going home to pack her stuffs as tml she is going genting!Song la~
Kelly came my house awhile and please..OH MY GOD
Everytime she come my house sure alot of shit to SHIT!Hahaha~
Alright,i'm really tired and i think i need a rest!

Anyway,Happy birthday to NGXINRONG,fatty bom bom!
And hope LaopoElene enjoy her genting trip ya!
And lastly I will be admitting to hospital on 20-1-09!

Hope everything is smooth!Bless.

Today woke up at 9++ and is kinda early,
Actually dun intend to wake up so early lo,
But my little princess is hungry,so HAHAHA!
Have some bread and a cup of HOT milo,
Then watch tv awhile,SIAN la.
Start my houseworks again,as i got nothing to do!
Finish houseworks and chat with 38CLUB awhile,
Haha,GOSSIP likes AUNTY again.
And i think is our everyday routine sia..!!
Cook noodles for myself,as i'm really lazy to walk out of the house,
Day is always early for me,so i decided to help mum do something!
Guess wad..?I'm a good girl ok.
I have done some almond pudding for mummy!And is her favourite!
She will be very thankful to me :)
No one in the house likes the SMELL lo,but i think is ok la,
ALMOND PUDDING WITH LONGAN!
Yummy yummy~
I think can be serve at night,but dunno is sucessful or not sia..Hahaaa~
Anyway,feel happy!

Hubby called and told me to webcam tonight!
Yea Yea~ ~
More happy!

Tml will be meeting NGXINRONG and LAOPO ELENE !

Yea Yea ; raining day!

Just finish my lunch now.
Listening to music ; and i'm playing game soon.
Already done all the houseworks,Yea Yea!
But still find my day early man!
Wad to do?Siian.
Hubby suppose to be off today,
But lack of people to work,so NO OFF!
And i think he is not feeling well,caught a FLU.
So ke lian la >.<
But also serve him right,cause he have not been sleeping early this few days.
Hahahaaa~ ~

Oh,yesterday webcam with hubby awhile,
And he told me that he think of a new name for little princess,
张艾琪..
I told dad and mum and finally they are happy and agree this time.
If not my head will bust again.
Still considering whether to use this name or not,
Cause we still have a little time.
But just hope my ear can be PEACE!
:)

Anyway, couting down..

7 more days to see hubby..

and..

10 more days to see my little princess!

WOw wOW~

Today went to k.k for check up again,
And its ALONE!
Doctor says everything is fine for little princess,PEACE!
Have my lunch there ALONE.
Took a bus home as day is still early.
Reach home about 1pm,rest awhile den start my houseworks again.
Called hubby and told him to come next week as i'm giving birth ; EXCITED sia!
And the things r done and is time for me to chat with 38CLUB!
270=38CLUB
Haha,without them time will kills!
And this is how we last our sistership!
Just LOVE them lots,AUNTY ROCKS!

Ok,dad is very good to me as i told him i want eat 'ba gua',
And he already bought it for me!Thanks Thanks :)
So this few days i want to eat alot alot alot of 'rubbish' ;
YES IS ALOT!
And i know i'm a big fat pig now but just dun care la,
Will diet after birth,SWEAR!

Hubby is coming ; miss him lots!
LOVES.

OH MY GOD!
I'm so so so so SAD!
Sad and feel helpless..
My stomach feel so so so so itchy sia!
Out of a sudden,all the ''thunder'' came out!
Is so irritating,really so so so so itchy den i cant stand it man!
F***!
But..i promise myself that i will not scratch!
Yes,i will NEVER!And it look so scary man.
God pls help me :(

Today is a bad day!
Cause i woke up in the 4am,
M stomach was so pain,really cant stand it!
Pain awhile den go vomit..
After vomit feels better,but it comes again.
Den awhile later i go 'lao sai'..
Haha,mum very gan jiong sia ;den she did not went for work.
Cause she thought i'm going to give birth liao.
But end up it was not OK!
Rest for awhile and fall aslp til 11am.
Woke up and have my lunch as i was very hungry liao,hehe.
Slack at home AGAIN.
Play online games + listen to music.
'38 CLUB' not online today,SIAN LA!
Hahaha,tml is sunday and everyone will be at home!
Yea Yea : )

Little princess is so naughty!

Please,god bless her

Pray hard for my little princess,
and hope everything go smooth!

PEACE :)

Today woke up about 11am,
Have my little breakfast,Bread and mai pian.
Rest awhile and start my housework again!
About 2pm,
Took a bath and go da bao my KFC zinger meal!
Haha,nice nice :)
Den slack again ; play games + listen to musics lo.
Call hubby just now,
Guess he is busy as he never listen to the phone. .
Oh!Today 270 girls will be celebrating FAT KELLY birthday early,
But i'm not going,
So girls please enjoy yourself ya!
Miss them lots and when will us be meeting huh?my 270!
Haha!
Alrights,gonna have my dinner soon liao.
Bye Bye~

最后一秒钟

I found this song very nice and meaningful!



最后一杯酒
告诉自己你已走
我拿什么也换不回
你在我身边停留
喝的醉了累了
还有想你的念头
多年以后
是不是还能守侯
说的没有错
还注重什么结果
既然用心去爱过
这样的结果也值得
其实你也哭了
哭的是那么的执着
既然离开了
就不要那么难过
就让我爱你 疼你 照顾你
直到最后一秒钟
就算结局山崩地裂
爱的满身是伤痛
就让我爱你 疼你 照顾你
直到最后一秒钟
还在老地方等候
心还在最后一秒 停留
说的没有错
还注重什么结果
既然用心去爱过
这样的结果也值得
其实你也哭了
哭的是那么的执着
既然离开了就不要那么难过
就让我爱你 疼你 照顾你直到
最后一秒钟
就算结局山崩地裂
爱的满身是伤痛
就让我爱你 疼你 照顾你
直到最后一秒钟
还在老地方等候
心还在最后一秒 停留
就让我爱你 疼你 照顾你
直到最后一秒钟
就算结局山崩地裂
爱的满身是伤痛
就让我爱你 疼你 照顾你
直到最后一秒钟
还在老地方等候
心还在最后一秒 停留

Ytd went for check up at k.k ALONE,
Reach there about 9am,and end about 1pm,
So have my lunch there ALONE,
Take a cab home,as i was so lazy and tired liao!
Same ; reach home do houseworks,surf net and play games!
Doctor say little princess is fine but is still too small,
And i'm gonna 'chu sheng' at my 37th weeks,
And guess wad?I'm already 35thweeks6days liao,
So 2 more weeks i'm giving birth!
HAHA,EXCITED LA!And i'm counting the days. . .
About 8pm,webcam with hubby awhile as he was very tired,
Y tired?
Cause he went to Qbar with his friends til 6am,
Den slp about 3hs den went for work!
POWER sia!
And i tell him :''serve you rights!And no more nextime!''
Haha :)
And i told him 2 more weeks i'm giving birth,
And he is excited too!He will arranging time to come here,
As chinese new year coming,shop will be busy.
Time is very pack sia!

Hate it when things just happen so crowd,
Hate it when i'm doing all the things ALONE,
Hate it when no one understand what i'm doing,
Hate it when i'm just too lazy to explain this and that,
Hate it when people just comment a lotssssssssssssss. .
Just hate it and hate it la!
Haha,crazy me.

Happy birthday to my lovely hubby!
Love him forever!

''I Love You Richard Teoh!''

Just woke up,
Hab my breakfast ; same
Bread and HOT milo.
Sian la,always SAME nia.

Today onwards will be a boring day,
Cause mum went for work already.
So i will be staying alone at home,
No one talks to me,
LONELY,LONELY~

Ytd went for check up at k.k,
Hais,little princess is still small,
So doctor say i need to go back for check up twice aweek,
Worry and dont know wad else can i do :(
Just pray hard and hope that everything will be fine,
GOD BLESS ME!

Tml is hubby birthday,
Hahaha ; lonely him,
Hope he will understand!

Alright ;
Later gonna be a MAID,
Help up with some houseworks..
And this is what good in me,
I'm a good helper at home :p
YES, i am!
Haha!

I love you,

You love me,

We are happy family!

Haha,nothing to do at home la!

Arhhhhh!!!

2 0 0 9 is coming!
Wish everyone a happy new year,
and may everything go smooth ya!
God bless you ;
=)

I need a lover tonight!

bye bye 2008!

Today is the last day of 2008.
So fast a year hab past.
Is time to plan for the coming year!

No outing,no gathering this year ; arghhh!!
Be a good girl and stay at home with mum,
and i guess she will be very happy this year.
LOL!!i miss out lot of fun sia :/
I miss 270,i miss my lovely hubby too :(

Yesterday i hab a good sleep,rainy rainy!
Woke up about 9++,
ate my breakfast,
everyday just a cup of milk,bread bread bread from my mum
Yes,is EVERYDAY!
cause bread is good for my little princess inside ; =)
Rotting at home again.

Oh,yesterday evening went to westmall with mum and aunt,
to get some of my little princess stuff,
bought nothing for myself.LOL
Is been a longtime i did not go for shopping ya,
and when can i?
And hubby say:after birth,after you slim down,DIET DIET DIET!
Hais,i'm already 54kg!
Can you guy imagine i'm 54kg?Yes,just like a PIG!
Hahahaha!!
Time will pass fast,
and i guess everything will be interesting?

Alright gonna rest,

hubby birthday is coming,LONELY MAN!

I am so bored;bored;bored!
Home sweet home everyday,
just eat eat eat,
and sleep sleep sleep,
WAD ELSE CAN I DO?

Awaiting for little princess,
hope the next check up everything will be fine.
Yes!Smooth please =)

Sorry,no pictures will be load,
just wait for my little princess photo k?!!
Hahaha!

Chinese new year coming,1 more month,
time really pass fast,as i'm growing older..
this year i'm not getting myself any pretty clothes..
Arghh~~!!Not going anywhere too..
Yes,already plan to stay at home,
so any outing,count me out thanks!
Luckily mum decide to accompany me,
really THANKS and LOVE her so much!

Alright,nothing special happen.
Gonna continue watching tv,
night is still young man!

Miss hubby always,
LOVES HIM!

Merry Christmas to everyone!

Today woke up about 8++ .
Hab grab some bread n milo..
Den sleep again,cause IS A RAINY DAY!
Song la!!

Ah boy(my aunty son) who keep the house full of NOISE,
OMG,6am in the morning he already disturb me n mum..
Gonna kill him!Haha,but he is really a cute boy!
From the morning til now,i slack til now..
Watch 'the gem of life' with mum again,but just stop,
cause bo bian,is time to cook dinner ya.
So now i need to go for bath,LAZY ME LA!

Hubby hubby where are you?
Arhh~~time is killing me!
=(

Today is christmas ave,
a lonely n unsurprise christmas ave!
Staying at home,with family,
Friends should be enjoying themself tonight ya,
Merry christmas and bless with loves!
Hohoho~

back to s'pore again..
this time really stay here longer..
not working..
ya,is ROTTING at home..
SIAN LA!

today woke up about 10++ .
have my breakfast at home,Mum bought Chicken rice .
Mum went for body check up,and everything is fine!
Watch 'the gem of life' with mum,cant stop la!
Haha,chat with hubby in the noon . YEA YEA~
Going for my dinner now,BYE BYE .

Baby baby please eat more!

Finally i'm back to my rotting blog..

Yes!
Today we will get our uniform!
Wondering is like...?!!
Haha!
Leaving for work soon,bye!

Sorry!i'm so busy wif my drama!
haha.no time blog la..
Also nothing much to say,
Same,
work eat sleep....
I'm so hardworking to finish my drama,
cause i find myself LAG la!

Alright,mum is coming down soon..
And i'm going back to s'pore soon..
And..
..
..
......
......

I'm going to be alone soon! =(


*Today Theatre Hairdressing sponsor QE2 for the hair..
Go n have the fun,and is free..!
And is every friday(ladies night),8.30pm-10.30pm!
Go go go..!!

My piggy face!

Good morning!
I'm going for my morning tea with my hubby!
Den will be going bank..SIAN!
Always off day go bank,F***!
And today will be a busy day for me..cause....
HOUSEWORK is waiting for me :(
And hubby will be sleeping LATER again!
HE IS JUST A LAZY ASS!
Hahaha!
Alright,bye~

This are the present that Hubby bought from Japan!

I think this pic was taken few weeks ago..And sorry,no face show!Haha!

And guess wad!i have gain to 51kg now..!Really scary..

Went to yam cha with angeline about 11++
She send me back to my HOME SWEET HOME!
Finally i'm back home,and i'm so happy!
Slack awhile den start my housework..
I think is been a week i never clean my house..
Really dusty n messy sia..
Sweep,mop,wash clothes..
Took a shower n have my noodles,as i'm hungry liao.
Slacking again,but ironing my clothes later..
WTF!always lot of things to do..
Really a housewife!

Hubby will be back tonight,from KL!
HAHA,i'm so happy,cause he bought some stuffs for me from Japan..
Will be posting the pics tonight!
HAHAHA!thanks so much to him&really so happy..!
And guess wad?
This month we r broke!Cause he spent quite a lot in Japan..
Hai,need save liao..Really...
Save for my princess!

Alright,going to rest awhile cause the night is still young!
Time is slow without you..

YEA YEA!

HAHAHA!
I'm in my home sweet home now!
Miss my home so much,and i'm feeling good!
Just called hubby..he is on the way back..
Finally i'm not alone!
But sian nia,tml he is going k.l til tuesday..
Den i'm alone again...HAI HAI HAI!

Work as usual for today.
Was tired cause ytd did not hab a good sleep..
Today is not busy but the mall was fill wif LOTS of pple,
cause the new wing open today..
MNG,CK JEANS,SKIN FOOD n lots other new brand..
Also new PARKSON..
And i think the pple were so 'shua gu'...
And 1 of the irritating problem comes,
from today onwards,we will get fucking jam when we knock off from work..!!
B4 dat was already JAM,now more JAM,really make it JAM JAM JAM!!!

My hand got cramp since just now..PAIN SIA!
think is because i've play too much PSP..
HAHA!

Alright,tired liao.
Gonna rest n wait for hubby to be back..

Yea!Today is my off day!
Just finish bathing..
Woke up about 10 but slack til now..
Haha,princess say she is hungry,
So we are going for our late breakfast..
Wad to eat?
Always bother about wad to eat,SIAN!
Later going for pedicure..
Then for window shopping,hahah!

KNN,ytd was a bad day!
The whole shopping mall stop the electricity about 3hours..
and we will doing nothing,but to wait n wait n wait... !@#$%^&*!!
And you know wad?the aircon was not working..and we complained dunno how many times..
Hot til kpkb..hhahah!
Business continue about 5pm..
Wad a fucked up day it had!

Finally hubby is back tml night!YEA~

Ok,bye..
I'm going out..


hubby hubby hubby....

1 more day..

Work as usual.
not really busy today.sian nia.
time really slow lo,WTF!
finally 1 more day of work is my off day.
Really such a tired week i have.
Wait so long,hate it man!
No more next time please.

Listening to music now,but going bed soon.
Really very tired.
And i dont know wad happen to my face.Bad completion sia.
Wad to do?think not enough water hor..
but honestly,i dislike drinking water,
maybe is a bad habit of mine,but for the sick of my princess,
i already tried not to drink cold water,
but sometimes really cant control cause of the fucking hot weather,
Really buay da han sia. :p

Alright,i'm counting the days..
3 more days to see my hubby..

Gonna sleep,
YES!is my princess want to sleep..HAHA!
Nights~



C miss R. LOTS!LOTS!LOTS!

Yes,is infinity..

i miss you hubby

Without you by my side,
time turn slow,
words r unspoken,
Sky seems black,
emotional me comes again,
i am just alone.
I hate this feeling,really uncomfortable.
Pls return soon,i'm counting the days!

Work as usual,boring days..
this few days never take noon nap,issit because u r not here?
Everything turn the same but my mood is weird.
I really need you hubby!
Baby miss you,so do I la! =(

Alright,is late.
I guess my princess is tired cause today i'm kinda busy!
Nights!


And lastly i gonna repeat again...


I really miss you hubby!
4 more days to see you..

=(

From 2day onwards til coming saturday,i will be staying at angeline house.
cause hubby went to japan!
haha,neither sad nor happy cause without him,i'm just LONELY!
work still have to go on as usual.as i dun 1 2 do nothing at home la!
will be seeing hubby on saturday night,but...
sunday he is going to K.L wif Eddy(hairdresser too)..
This time,i never go K.L wif him cause of some reason...
Aright,pregnant woman is always lazy to run here run there..
So,i will be a good gal!Swear la! =)

kinda tired this few days cause watch drama til kinda late too..
Got to stop my drama for aweek =(
Hope everything will be alright for me cause mum is so worried dat i'm leaving at fren house!
Please,i'm a big gal now la!Really la!hahaha.

I'm sleepy sia.
Hehehehe,i wanna say goodbye and good nights!
update again when i'm free!
Nights..





And....







I miss my hubby!

Morning!

hahaha!
Good morning!
i just woke up.Cuz going to 'yam cha'...
For about every off fay(tuesday),i will wake up for breakfast(yam cha)..
Ytd watching hong kong drama,very gan jiong sia..but hubby say is LATE liao!
So i have to stop...and sleep!
I will continue the drama(与敌同行)later on..Is really nice!

Although today is off day,but still got lot things waiting for us.. =(
The bank is waiting for us,to pay all the ki li ka la bills..
Ok,i need to set off...
Bye~~

Lastly,i want to let my girls know that....
I MISS THEM LOTS LA!
LOVES LOVES LOVES!
Ans take care well ya....
together forever 270!

finally i'm back to this boring blog.haha.
finally i'm free!cuz since i got back from s'pore,dats lot of thing waiting for me to b done,
n i really have no time for blog la...:p
1stly,you know wad?when i come back from s'pore.
i mean when the moment i step into my house,i really wanna FAINT.
floor will dirty,dusty n STICKY!kitchen in a MESS!toilet fill with HAIR!
And my room......
OH MY GOD,my husband is really a idiot.
I guess he really cant live without me,cuz i'm his MARIAH~~!HAHA.
Things will done b4 i went to sleep.Really a tired day dat day.

Nowadays economy is bad,and business is really bad too!
Wad to do?I think is time for god to drop some money down. =)
And i have been waiting!

Just finish watching 尖子攻略..a drama dat took so long to finish la!(i mean i took long.)Hehe
now watching 与敌同行 and 不良笑花,this is really a funny n stupid drama!Even my mum watch it!
still got 少年四大名捕 waiting for me la..Actually i already finish download le..but i still got lot drama in the que..
And the new drama,珠光宝气 and 东山飘雨西关晴!i think is a nice drama ya!I want faster finish my old drama n watch 珠光宝气 la!!FAST FAST FAST!
So i have less time for blog.HEHEhe ;p
anything can leave me a tag la STUPID FRENS!

HAhahaha...i think is been a fucking long time i did not update my pic ya..
I think need to take some n post it up when i go to KL wif hubby..
Oh ya,hubby is going japan next sunday,and i will be LONELY for 1 week!
HAI,but hope he will get me the things i want, =)
After he come back from japan,rest 1 day and we going 2 days trip to KL wif dad mum?
Still not yet decided cause hubby say wanna bring mummy to GENTING!
Planning n arranging...
LOL.Neither playing nor gamble...Going for a walk?Alright,better than nothing...!HAa.
But genting weather is really shiok la! HuHuHuHu~~

Ok,my leg got numb about 10x +++
And my eye is getting tired..
Alright,i need rest,best is SLEEP..but...
hubby still not yet back. =(
I'm waiting but i really need rest...
BYE BYE~~

update again when free..

rotting n rotting...